In retrospect there is quite a bit that I would change in my life. I know that I'm not the only one but I thought that I would put that out there. Well the biggest thing that I would change was my entire mentality about life. I never pushed myself so I didn't get very far. That and my indecisiveness, I never knew what I wanted from life. well those two were the biggest and they were a vicious circle. I'm not going to go into every single one of my regrets, that would take too long, what I will say is though, I think that being forgotten is the worst punishment for a person to go through. It destroys the spirit more than the body, that sense of isolation and the pain of being abandoned by everything that you loved. I know that some people would disagree, but it is in the human nature to seek out groups and socialise. I think that shakespeare said something like this in Macbeth towards the end where he says that all the worlds a stage and we have five minutes on it before we are left behind and forgotten again.
so far so good i think will continue at some point
