I can count the number of friends i have on one hand. and now I've lost rachel, and i only have a vague idea why, i know that anything i said to her was the truth through my eyes, now she won't talk to me. I don't know what to do, well, i've never really known what to do, people have always been a mystery to me, but i was still asked advice about people even though i've told people that i'm no good, but they still asked me, and then i got blamed if it was bad advice, maybe i've got one of those faces. A social reject asked about social problems. What could possibly go wrong. well now i've lost someone, and it is destroying me. I am a person defined by those around me which is ironic when put against my social ability. well that's todays little rant over, but it will probably be more of the same for a while. at least until this empty feeling subsides a bit, or if i find someone to fill the void again. I doubt that i will do that any time soon.
well
good night
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