uncertainty

I had college today, didn't start until 12 though, it was a rather nice, but fitful, lie in. had an IT lesson, was rather useful actually i learnt all about 'vlookup' on excel, a rather useful little tool, although i do think that i will need more practise with it. i had book keeping as well, learnt how to make and organise profit and loss and balance sheets. michael turned up today, had a bit of a chat, but i was too sober to be in a talking mood with anyone. I still have no idea about what i should do, well the saturday deadline is too close for me to hit to be honest so if i do try for the primary ed (or anything else) it will be for 2012. so i've got time to decide on what i want. but i'm tired and can't be bothered at them moment. until next time.